*Takes the hugs* Thankyou.
Since I saw her my eating has been absolutely terrible. I've been binging non stop and I was supposed to eat less according to her. I cant do it. I don't know which way is up and which is down.
I am too **** scared to stand on the scales but I'm sure I have gained something.
The thing is, I cant forget what that woman said, I have forgotten her name, and maybe even what she looks like exactly, but I will never forget what she said to me and the leaflets she handed me. Im not sure how Im going to get past this.
She may as well have kicked me in the stomach and told me I was going to die I was that fat.
Sorry to bump this again. Im just really upset.
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