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yeah, but does it help you looking at where it started. counciling doesnt work for everyone.
if your 16 your mum doesnt have to know. (i dnt know the relationship between the 2 of you) but mine and my mums is really bad and i hardly tell her n e thing. i knot its not gd going behind parents bk and stuff but soemtimes its the only way.
theres alwasy that part that doesnt wanna let go. its a release it makes things better (or thats what it feels like at the time) but in reality it just drags us down.
soemtimes even if we try and make things ok for ourselves. it might show on the outside but on the inside it doesnt. and thats why it doesnt alwasy stay good. you can only put a brave face on for so long before you get exhausted.
moding away from ppl is hard. you loose part of who you are. and have to try and find it again and start a new and its soo hard to do.
have you ever spoken to your doc about it? on your own without parents?
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