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do you know what started it all of? soemtimes looking at that can help you figure out why your still doing it. there has to be soemthing that your not happy about. it might not seem that big but its obviously causing you problems. what is it you want to escape from?
when things start going bad or whatever your mind instantly gets in the run away mode. and thats when the cylce starts all over again. i kno thats wot used 2 happen with me. i grew up very qucikly and i missed out on a lot of things.
i do the same as you, everyone tells me, that i'm smart, i'm a fab mate or wotever yet i just look at them as if to say r u talking about the same person here. keeping hold of the good things that are going on isnt alwasy easy but soemtimes we have to do it just to keep going.
have you been abel to talk 2 ne one about it? mayeb yuor gp they might be able to help you.
sorry probably not much help right now xxx
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