Helen i didnt reply to this last night when i first saw it. i wanted time to think.
But what i feel now is that while people cant make you recover i do think quite simply if they dont section you now they will actually be failing you [again].
And deep down you do know you need help.You do and i know you do.No matter how much your ED tells you otherwise.
But the sooner you can make even the tiniest decision that you are going to recover even a bit [by small steps - perhaps even focusing on part of one behaviour not all of them] i think the better.im learning that the hard way [though my problems are different] and i still dont know if i will make it.
But you are very very ill and the sooner you can make even the tiniest decision that you are going to do this the better.
From my experience the longer you leave it the harder it gets.
You have made great steps but your life is at risk.
Anyway thats enough of my advice cos given my own situation it probably isnt very good for me to be advising others!!
xx xx
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