thank you all so much for supporting me through all of this...
Im going away to my sisters for a few days on thursday..i feel i need a break and i think it will give my hubby a well deserved break from caring for me.
Thing is, all i can think about is harming when im at my sisters..would the treatment id get be any different in the midlands to where i am at home. I really need to physically hurt myself in a big way and i know that wouldnt be right nor fair of me to do that to my sister.
Im all of a jumble...im avoiding seeing my gp, hoping he will just provide my scripts without asking to see me. I know i can go it alone and get that control back. I want to be in control of my destiny, whatever that may be
I dont want interferance, just let me be
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