hey thank you for your reply.
I genuinly think that if I stay on at uni I will eventually get the motivation I need as my two friend's I live with are very helpful and non-judgemental! However in saying that I went into my first class today and nearly passed out unfortunalty causing a bit of a scene =/ I don't want to tell the professionals that but I'm afraid of the next time when I actually do end up in a heap on the floor.
I dont feel I'm getting the full benifits of being a student when I'm at uni anyway with having to be on medication and appointments and such but the thought of having to leave it all behind because I couldnt pick up my act kills me!
May I ask if you were admitted even with normal blood's and stuff?
I think I most afraid of having to go back into the ward in which I discharged myself... They had people with ED's in specialised bed's all day everyday, only getting up to get washed (which had a time limit), go for food and have a smoke every hour. They even had strict rules on how you could and couldnt lie in your bed. It was far stricter than anything I ever heard of and I honestly think that I wouldnt progress in this situation!
xo
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