[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

Hey fairyface's,,,

I'm going out to my friends tonight for dinner at his, with my Mum. He's a family friend & knows about my ED, been so supportive, even Sarah loves him! He offered to come see me when I was in the EDU too,,, just I'm so nervous. I don't usually have trouble eating in front of people when I'm alone, but this is going to be a really intimate dinner & eugh, they are both going to be staring at me since I've dropped quite a bit of weight, everyone is worrying & keeping an eye on me & its driving me mad. I know they have good reason, I guess. & Today I bought some pills 'in case things got too much' & I'm afraid that they are