first of all, well done for your 2 years! :D
it "feels good" (don't missunderstand me, I don't know how to put this...) that your feeling like you're doing, after your cut. COURSE, that means you regret it, that you don't want to do it again, and you don't want to start again.
slip-ups happens, it's not funny, it's not your fault, but it happens. the best you can do (as I see it) is to look back and try to figure out why you cut. when you know why (or if you can't understand why), try to move on, and focus on life, whats makes you happy and not cutting again...
take care. and good luck with another 2 years! (and more and more and more...)
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