Thank you Kath, Kat, Rain, Rachel, Carrie and Evility and anyone ive forgotten.
I had an unexpected phonecall today from the Cmht to say that I had an appointment with the psych and his assistant at 2pm...why his assistant has to be there god only knows. Im really scared and know i will drink beforehand
Ive harmed myself quite badly as a punishment for allowing myself to go..its the only way i will allow myself to. My hubby knows ive got an appointment, he took the call. But he doesnt know why and i havent the heart to tell him.
I bought some pale yellow coloured roses tonight to leave where Jo lost her life...it cant be on the actual date because it just cant, but it can be tomorrow..which means they will be in place for the 18th
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