[bright.side.of.life]

i have just had the best day ever.......followed bu the worst night ever.........

i went on a sort of date today and it was really good, i felt special and it was fun. i had a party to go to tonight and i thought it would be really good, but my ex boyfriend was there (hu i have no problem with and hu has no real problem with me) but so where his friends.....(they do have a problem wiht me it would seem). they spent all night slagging me off everytime i walked past and calling me names and telling me to f**k off, they dont drink so they cant blame it on that. anyway, someone told the party person that i was calling her mum names when i hadnt even mentioned her mum, i got kicked out the party and everyone hates me....for something i didnt say. now i feel so horrible coz this is all coz i broke up with my bf........

i havent si-ed in 1 month and 1week........i really deserve to now tho, iv been such a bitch........trying to stop myself, dont no how to tho........sori