Ugh. I know all too well what you're going through right now.
It's a great thing that you realized that having an eating disorder and enjoying and being successful in college can't happen at the same time - at least not for long. College is different from high school. You have to make the best out of it, otherwise your time and money are wasted.
Right now is the time to change your habits before they become so ingrained again that you are stuck. Without a doubt, choose college. You'll be happier that way. Plus, if you eat a healthy amount of food and exercise for 30 minutes 4 days a week, you'll look and feel great, and it will improve your ability to focus on schoolwork.
I know it can sometimes be easier said than done...but if you are smart enough to want to change your ways for school, you have the ability to do this. I have faith in you. :)
Good luck.
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