I know what its like to rely upon your therapist. I really do.
He hasnt "let you down" though. His body has let him down! IF he said he wouldnt let you down then i believe he genuinely neamt it. Thats worth something.
There are greater lessons to be learned during the absence of our supporters then when we have them readily at hand. Time like this teach you real strength. It may seem like a cruel way to learn but i think its the truth.
You will get through this period. You will fight. You will just want to give up but you wont. You may not be able to do it today but perhaps tomorrow.
And at the end of the day try to remember that if this person had faith on you to keep going and help then others will too. If others can see you arent the lost cause you see yourself as then more will too!
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