Hey Bee,
I'm not really sure how much help I'll be, but I do realize you're struggling. And I also believe that even though you feel like you can't be normal, or can't go without purging, I think you can. You are ill enough, any type of purging makes you ill enough. Just because you can't get help, doesn't mean you're not ill. So many ill people get overlooked. It's no indication of not being ill enough..it's just that the system is very flawed. Please keep fighting, I know you can make it through this. Please. You've already done so good by posting for support here, keep talking if it's helping. I'm listening. I know this probably wasn't too much help..but I'm sending you all the good thoughts I can, and sending *giant hugs*
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