I'm seeing the counsellor from the hospice tomorrow, he wants to see me weekly until I go back to uni because when I go back I won't have so much support, so I can try a write some stuff down tonight maybe. I'm not really sure what to say, but nights always seem more lonely don't they, so I might just write a bit and see what he says.
If my best friend was in this position, I would be sad for her, and I would think she had every right to be worried. Sometimes it's hard to be as understanding towards yourself as you might be towards other people I guess, so I will try and remember that, thank-you.
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