Well, it seems like loneliness and separation is a core cause of these symptoms. When else have they peaked for you?
Also, how was your dad with you, growing up?
Many times we learn ways of behaving from mentally unwell parents and it becomes hard to separate what is them and what is us after a while.
'Crazy' isn't a medical term, and can be used as a derogatory or abusive term. It can make others feel a bit twitchy if they have been so verbally abused with that and similar words. Just something to be aware of.
The important thing is to look at what you're experiencing, and perhaps why.
Speaking to a school counsellor might be a helpful way through for you. Going it alone can magnify things and you lose yourself in it.
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