I screwed up soooooooo bad. im not injured that badly, but i just screwed up a year of being si free. im so mad my boyfriends is sad now because i promised him, andi broke it. but i promised mysdlef more, and now im pissed that i had to screw it all up. i was doing so good!!!! idk. he still loves me, and im starting to pray more. im letting god back in my life. mayby ill get better. im hoping i can learn to not get mad at god and not let myslef go that far again. i just wish god wouldve stepped in and stoppined me, why didnt he!!!?>?
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