CrepuscularHuman

:( im just gonna come out with it.
Im off into supported housing on 6th Sept and i dont know what to expect
i just dont wanna be here
i dont wanna exsist i feel as if everything is so incerdibly hard and unable to cope with it all!
i wanna just be invisible i feel as if i cannot do the thing with life
I feel as if things are too hard and things are so hard at the moment i feel so knackered and not with iot my p[yscotherpsit mentioned lots of massive words to me the other day dissociation, Post traumatic stress disorder, anxiety and stuff like that and she asked me if i though going onto meds would be better and i didnt wanna go on meds but im not sure whether it will make it better or nottt! :( :( :( i feel so alone someone please be there i cant cope with it all anymore