Ashley I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable but no matter how you acted or what you where like no one ever should be beaten because of behaviour ever and it you where hard as a child you where a child you learnt from them they where your guide its not your fault it was there parenting style that was wrong!
On the child matter i know where your coming from i don’t think i want children not because i don’t have the patience but I can see that some people like my aunt choose not to because they don’t want to! I think part of it is i remember how hard and upsetting my childhood was and i think could i offer a child the promise that it would be better and i think do i want to bring another child in to this world!
I get it i just think it’s a wait and see because what you say now might not be what you say in 10 20 years if you understand. sorry if it doesn't make sense or you don’t understand!
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