I did some washing up today, and tidied up downstairs. I feel like laughing, thats the only positive thing about today in my eyes. Wow life feels rewarding.
Then Im thinking, you should be fucking grateful for all the things you do have, you self absorbed bitch.
Im gonna fucking tear my hair out. Nodamnjoke. ARGH!
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Umm, I cannot travel out of county, we live fairly central, if we lived on the borders a change in gp surgery would do it, but we've looked into all possibilities and its a no.
My dad comes to stay with her one morning a week whilst I volunteer and he is soon going to be staying here another day when I go to college half a day a week. I can only really manage half days because I get so exhausted. Tuesdays I take her to therapy so thats an all day thing, friday I volunteer, and weds will be my college day till xmas. That leaves thursday and monday. Monday we go to the surgery then pharmacy and then shop. Partner has to fit in seeing her CPN 2 times a week right now, which normally falls on a weds and another day right now. Im just thinkiing out loud, tryin to keep my head busy. Sorry.
Umm,, *thinks* I feel 'busy' but logic says Im a lazy fat bitch so how can I feel so tired?
Last edited by MissAnonymous : 29-08-2010 at 11:49 PM.
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