Thankyou all for your kind words of support. It really helps to have people listening right now and hearing whats going on.
I called the ward this morning and shes still on critical care/ high dependancy but shes a lot more awake and asked me to bring food incase shes hungry later! Shes got oxygen and drips and catheters and stuff, but if shes safe enough, I recon they will transfer her to a lower staffed ward later today maybe. I guess it depends on if she continues to improve.
I am going to visit soon and my dad is comming up to pick me up and take me to get some lunch, I specifically asked him to so I dont skip more meals. Im kindof anxious about eating though because I am so worked up I dont feel hunger like I normally would. And putting food in my mouth feels SO forced, like Im going to choke on it.
I will update later most probably. I have to get a bus soon.
Thankyou x
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