Nobody has said how long she'll be in for, but I estimate 2-3 days at least. The meds she took were long release so she wont be out of immediate danger for a while as yet.
I have had painkillers and something to eat, and a little bit to drink. My head isnt too bad, wouldnt call it migrane pain anymore now, just a nasty headache and I dont feel sick anymore either.
Ive called her mum, and her dad, and my dad. They all know. I think her mum is going to try and come visit tomorrow evening after work, but she said she would call the ward in the morning and ask how she is. There is a dr on the ward all the time apparently, I know shes in the safest place. I know shes being looked after, but Im still worried she'll have a fit and stop breathing and they just wont be able to get her going again. It happens. I saw it happen today.
Its probably time I went to bed but I feel like I still have adrenaline running though my body. If I shut my eyes, Im scared of what I will see. :'(
This is stupid. I want to cut just to distract myself. I dont even want to self harm. Why am I thinking like this. Fucksake. *angry*
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