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bright.side.of.life · 27-08-2010, 10:35 AM

i would usually talk to my mates but they are all going through a rough time atm with one thing or another. i talked to my bf, missing bits out ofcourse, but the basics. ddidnt really help me to be honest.

its not the only reason, its not been going great anyway, but he is a big reason why im recovering. so i think that if hes not there then i can make myself happy by losing weight again. but i know its a false happiness. its just that this has surprised me and thrown me and i dont know how to react yet.

my heads all over the place

27-08-2010, 10:35 AM	#3
bright.side.of.life XxX rowena XxX Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Kent, uk I am currently:	i would usually talk to my mates but they are all going through a rough time atm with one thing or another. i talked to my bf, missing bits out ofcourse, but the basics. ddidnt really help me to be honest. its not the only reason, its not been going great anyway, but he is a big reason why im recovering. so i think that if hes not there then i can make myself happy by losing weight again. but i know its a false happiness. its just that this has surprised me and thrown me and i dont know how to react yet. my heads all over the place
	"Tonight i will dance on the graves of all my darkest days, and erase all the worries of all the time i wasted, my scars may never go away but i'll learn not to mind them along the way" "i was broken for a long time but its over now."