I think it helped me to think about why I've got my eating disorder.
For me, it's almost a comfort (in a completely twist way obviously...) like an old trusted friend, when everyone gives up on me and I feel I've lost everything I still have my eating disorder to rely on.
For me, originally, it had never been about losing weight, I was just terrified of ever putting on weight. I remember feeling a lot more clearer about how this all began when I realised this.
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