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trekkinthrulife · 23-08-2010, 04:23 AM

Of course we care! I care. How you feel is normal and your not the only one who feels that way. There is nothing wrong with wanting to stop for your family, that is great reason 2 stop. I don't know how successful your recovery will be if you dont want to stop for YOU.

As for the blades...its up to you. The truth is if you want to hurt yourself you'll find away even if it isn't w/ the tool you prefer. If your having urges and want to ignore them then yes I would get rid of the blades bc they make giving in a lot easier. At least in my case

23-08-2010, 04:23 AM	#2
trekkinthrulife Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: North America I am currently:	Of course we care! I care. How you feel is normal and your not the only one who feels that way. There is nothing wrong with wanting to stop for your family, that is great reason 2 stop. I don't know how successful your recovery will be if you dont want to stop for YOU. As for the blades...its up to you. The truth is if you want to hurt yourself you'll find away even if it isn't w/ the tool you prefer. If your having urges and want to ignore them then yes I would get rid of the blades bc they make giving in a lot easier. At least in my case
	You will find that having is not so pleasing a thing as wanting. It is not logical, but is often true-Spock I'd rather have a goddam horse. A horse is at least human, for God's sake. ~J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye Is it worse to be the victim, or the abuser?