[dreamscollide]

I've made a thread about this a while back, sorta..

I'm doing a Sports course which involves swimming. I have some old scars and some very new ones too. I'm freaking out just a tiiiiny bit.

So i mentioned this to my psychiatrist.. and last week he said well why dont you just stop i was totally taken back he's normally really sympathetic and professional etc...

I think im gunna go to my doctor and she what she can do for me. She know i self harm etc, so i've no problems bringing it up.

More to the point. I wanna know how to word it right so she doesnt think i hate swimming (i don't btw) and im using it as an excuse to get out of it sorta thing.

Im seriously runing out of ideas i feel like dropping out :/
sorry for rambling
any replies would be much appreciated <3