After my half-hearted suicide attempt in April and then being in the hospital, my family found out all about what I had been doing (although my parents already knew that I had done it before). I saw how much the suicide attempt and everything else they found out hurt them, and I just became disgusted with anything self-harm related. If I ever hurt myself again, I would feel so guilty for letting my family down, even if they never found out. So that has been enough to keep me in recovery for the last 4 months.
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