[[LittleMonster]]

Well that gives me hope at least :)

I think I'm gonna relapse back into my ED within the next day or so, I almost cried when I saw how fat I looked earlier and ended up

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taking some laxatives

because I feel gross

My "ED" is already making plans to work out loads at the university gym & to restrict..But surely this will just make me feel worse at uni

I'm now just drinking it all away with alcohol, as I always do when I feel like this ahah.

I may just see how I cope at first before I go getting myself referred again.
xx