Hey guys. I'm in serious need right now, of prayer mostly.
I spent this summer as a missionary in Mexico, and God told me I needed to stop taking my depression meds. So I did, and while my brain went insane and I was in a really bad place mentally, I was surrounded by people who cared. I'm home right now for a semester before I move down there to be a missionary full time, and I'm struggling really bad.
I have no one here. No one at all. And everybody from this summer has gone home and are dealing with their own stuff, so whenever I try to get a hold of them they're busy and can't help. I am lonely beyond all belief, and the cutting I thought I'd beaten this summer is back and worse than before. And I'm even MORE suicidal than I was.
So I just need prayer really badly. And someone to talk to.
I kind of feel like I've been screaming for help and no one cares, because every time I've asked anyone for help no one has said anything. It's a really sad thing when you ask for help on a self injurers website and you still get ignored, but that's happened so much to me the last couple weeks.
So if you could pray that God would send me someone soon, and that I'd get control of this, I'd appreciate it.
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