hi,
i dont know if i have any advice but i can share my experience with you. if you fear for your child's safety because of your illness, you need to let someone know. i dont understand why your husband isnt helping you.
my story:
when my son was 5 years old i started dissociating. i would be in this state for hours and his safety was compromised. after a couple months of this, i finally took steps to keep him safe. i called my aunt and uncle (the only people i trusted with him). i asked them to take him for a while. a while turned into 8 years. it was the most painful thing ive ever had to do in my life but the best for my son.
he is 13 now and doing very well and still living with them. they also live 600 miles away so our visits are very short and far between.
i am by no means telling you to send your child away. that is a very personal decision and should be discussed with professionals and your natural instinct as a mother.
you arent alone in this. whatever happens please PM me if you need to talk.
much love.
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