That thing about trust- either 'trusting people too quickly or not trusting them at all' is pretty much me exactly. And often it's only ages later that I realise I've fallen into the same patterns- AGAIN. That's what is so disheartening at times. And embarrassing. Looking back I am cringeing so much at some of the situations where I have spilled out lots of personal stuff to people far too soon in a friendship..yet I am still tempted to do this.
I really want to change and not feel the need to do this. It's early days in therapy for me but I really want to do it.
Elly
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