Thanks for your support- much appreciated
Yes I currently see my GP regularly, currently on 2 types of AD and see a counsellor, its been this way for over 2 years now and nothing is really changing- I just seem to stumble through with everything- stumbling is not good enough for me.
I keep researching about 'MH services users as MH professionals' and there seems to be mixed views! I do hope that my experiences do help me empathise with patients and make me a better health care professional- but then on the other hand if I cant look after myself - how can I be responsible for others? I'm 2 years off finishing my training so I keep telling myself that things will change, but its like I'm waiting for something that may never happen.
I had to quit my job as a carer because I couldn't handle the emotional stress that I had with the residents and staff there! - which then led me to SHing even more than usual! I fear that I will never hold a job!
I'm sorry I've ranted again- thank you for reading, just knowing people are there, really helps.
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