dear helen, brave girl and ed warrior!
it will take a lot of time to relearn how to live without your ed, and you shouldn't beat yourself up over "setbacks". wanting to get well and then not wanting to will come and go over the coming months. you'll get better at dealing with the times when you want to destroy yourself, and the good times will get more frequent. try to remember what you'd say to someone else in your situation...you'd give them love, support, understanding. try to find a little bit of that for you too.
so much love to you,
stella xo
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