I also know how you feel, I have very little belief in myself and always compare myself to others. I always feel im not doing enough, striving hard enough etc.... Looking up stuff like facebook and seeing people who I went to School and Uni with depresses me so so much, they all seem like they are 'sorted' have decent jobs etc...
To try and make myself feel less down I think about or try to remember anyway, that I have had a lot of family **** etc to cope with, essp when I was young and I have got this far... so shouldnt be hard on myself.... Sometimes that just makes me angry with my mum and dead asshole junkie abusive scary dad though....
Didnt mean to rant, know that u are not alone!! xxx
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