It doesn't sound selfish at all and please don't apologise for posting.
I can understand why your boyfriend would be upset that you had returned to harming yourself again but, seeing as you also say he's been very supportive, I think he would appreciate knowing too. It might be worth telling him why you've begun again instead of just focussing upon the self-harm, that way, he can understand a little better.
I hope that the counselling comes through soon, sometimes the NHS really is rubbish.
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