I first thought about it when i was 19/20 in my last year at college. I was stressed trying to juggle college and work, once while washing up looked at a knife and thought if i was injured i could get time off work and take off some of the pressure. But i didn't actually do it till about 3 years later. I was in my last year of uni and not coping with the work and depression. I wasn't even aware i'd done it till afterwards. It was an impulse, i'd had a bad day saw the razor laying there and it just happened.
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