I don't even remember when I started, It was forever ago tho, I would punch myself whenever I used to get sent to my room, I wanted to be able to keep crying or look like my step had hurt me so I wouldn't have to see him anymore (he didn't, but I wanted it to look that way), and then I saw a movie based on SI and abusing illegal substances, and a couple of years after that I realised my hitting and someone elses cutting were all part of the same problem, SI...
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