I first did it in 2001, never even heard of it back then. I remember i was sat in my car whilst a load of other's were standing outside, i felt anxious and started rubbing my wrist with my keys, it felt relieving, so when i got back to my friends i said i was going to the toilet, passed the kitchen, picked up a knife, went into the bathroom and started cutting my arm, and it all snowballed from there, 9 years later and it's still something i do, hmmm. I do remember feeling rather comforted by the fact that a few months after i first did it that hollyoaks ran a story about self harm on lisa hunter, made me look for help and stuff.
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