[Soviette]

I first self-harmed in Year 10 at school when I was 15. I'd heard of self-harm before then, but never thought of doing it. I was shaving my legs in the bathroom then got some random urge to cut two lines in my left arm. Nobody noticed except some girl in PE called Charlene who suspected what it was but didn't really care. lol.

I then returned to it about a year later where it got much worse. :/ I thought it was a good way of getting a thrill yet self-punishing at the same time. I do it periodically now, but not badly.