Thank you everyone so much for your replies.
Ian was very scared before he passed away, and he knew he was going to die, I'm hoping he made peace & I hope he's at rest, because he deserves it, even if he did commit a sin. :(
& I feel like I'm going to Hell now because of how much I abuse myself.
But sometimes it doesn't feel in my control.
How do you deal with that?
How do you cope with that?
Knowing it's a sin... knowing you could go to Hell for it...
I dunno.
I believe in the after life, for certain.
But I'm trying to figure out my religion & such.
But, I think I may go to Hell anyway.
Yikes, sorry for this ramble.
xx
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