i do really understand your reluctance to go back to A and E and/or the Psychiatric hospital etc.
But each OD is different as you are finding - even if you had taken the same stuff it might effect you totally differently this time.
There is no way of knowing.
im just scared of you doing irreversible damage or dare i say it...even worse.
Do you think you could maybe at least call the crisis team?Let them know how you are and what youve done perhaps?
Or could you at least try and ring NHS Direct anonymously and listen to their advice and then consider more what to do as you will have more information to go on then hopefully?
i know its scary and i dont want to push you.im just concerned and any OD as im sure you know really does risk being so serious [even if you feel well or not].
How are you doing now?
xx
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