i know how horrible that feels. my mum did a similair thing to me when i was in hospital. but she stopped because she couldnt read anymore which was a good thing i think.
i hated her for it i went mad. i couldnt belive shed do a thing like that. and yes my diary was my private place where like you i wrote everything in there.
i carried on writing in my diary i just started a new one, and i hardly let it out of my sight. its soemthing i have to do i need to get whats going on in my head out soemhow, whitout n e thing happening, or n e one judging me and thats the only way i feel i can. so yeah i agree maybe getting a new one may help a little bit. its not going 2 solve the fact that your mum read it, but if she realises how upset you are its not likely that she'll do it again. and she may try talkin2 you about what she read but if you dotn wanna talk2 her about it u need 2 tell her that. it will be hard for her to hear because yeah shes your mum. but i told my mum i didnt want her help. i know its not alwasy a good thing but she knew then.
sorry thats a load of rambling not really in a making sense sort of mood xx
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