I don't have much advice for you, but I do know how you feel. My mom read my journal a few weeks ago, and I felt pretty much like you described (with the additional also of her forcing me to get help, since she's my mom rather than my sister). I wrote one more entry in my journal after that, but I haven't touched it since. I haven't tried it yet, but I think that getting a new journal to write in might help with that part. And I can tell you that the part about feeling violated and upset about her knowing and all of that does get better as you get used to the idea.
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