Hey huuuuge hugs.
youre not being childish at all. Everyone needs their parents, whatever age they are.
youre very strong as you have said about not cutting, which is good, hold on you can fight throough tonight without cutting.
divorce is hard, i have been there, my parents split too. Its hard when your being told your dad is bad, but you know what you feel for him and you clearly want a relationship with your dad and as long as you want it , theres no reason you cant have that with him, just cos your parents arent together.
remember they love you, the problems are with eachother.
maybe you can tell them its ripping you in 2@
take care, im here if you wanna talk, keep posting and distracted
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