Thankyou. :)
I just dunno where to start!
And i feel down alot of the time, but not cos of "problems".. Ive never been abused, neglected, raped or anything.
The reason i wanna stop is because my legs actually disgust me, and its too much hiding, and because i think it'll get worse. When i first started, it was a few sctraches on my arm, now theyre on my stomache and half way down my legs, and it just keeps spreading and i think i need to take control before it gets worse. and its silly cos i dont have a proper reason why i cut. And like, part of me wishes i could have a ****ing life as oppsed to this horrible dead feeling, but when you feel really low, you dont care whether you hurt yourself or not. Iive recently been dx with bipolar which am not happy about =\
Woah this turned into abit of a rant! Thanks for everyones advice anyways. I dont wanna try ice or an elastic band as i feel the slight pain will trigger me ... not sure!
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