When I told my best friend we talked about it briefly, and she basically made me tell me parents. Then she just kind of left it :/. I know she cares about me a lot, she said so at the time, but it just feels like a banned topic. I know how you feel, this was about 18 months ago and it's still something I think about every day. We talk about literally everything except for this. Sometimes annoys me that she wasn't more angry at me, I dunno why, I managed to convince myself that if she wasnt angry that I was doing this to myself she couldn't care that much- same with my parents.
*hugs* sorry if i rambled.
xxx
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