im trying to make it through this but it feels like it will never stop allday in work people were asking me what was wrong and i did't know what to say i can hide the way ifeel from everyone most of the time but today i just couldn't do it the last time i felt this bad i didnt feel better until i cut myself really bad i cant do that again because i know that wont make me happy for long i just wish i knew what to do i dont want to fell this way anymore i promised somone that i wouldn't do anythig to myself today so atleast i have one more reason not to do it i need as many reasons as can find but i cant find that many
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