good luck :) its a really brave step and it honestly COULD help - its easy to get cynical especially on ryl where people mainly are upset over health care failures but it doesnt mean thats all there is. i have a big phobia of touching and i'm still in the mindset where i'll never find someone else who could love me (i HAD someone, but i messed them up due to the SA/r*pe that i experienced at the time) but people do get better and it DOES get easier and i just have to hope that if i keep on trying then it'll happen for me :)
take care, stay strong
xxxbobbie
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