Originally Posted by
crimsondrummer
I guess when I started it was because I was numb. I was so depressed I didnt feel real, but I new the pain was real, it made me real it made me know I existed. I felt like such a ghost in my own life.
But skip ahead a few years and over the last few years I say i did it because I hated myself, and recently it was because I hated myself for not respecting myself and because I feel lonely being stuck at home all day