its a weird one, i also am suprised how many people have said no but im goign to say pretty much the same.
yes i regret that the things that have led to it, the depressive states and i regret the scars in a way, that i cant wear things i want to
but i dont regret it in another way, if i hadnt hurty myself i dont think i would have ever asked for help, if it was purley mental and no physical effects i would still be here with no hope for help
i regret the things ive lost, i regret the pain ive caused others but essentially its part of me, the scars are part of me and ive always known i was 'different' it just gave me a way to carry on
btw im 28 so i started when i was 12ish so its not an age thing
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