Sometimes i regret it, when i go through stages when i feel really out of control i hate it and wish i never started it.
Other times i regret cutting on my arm because its really hard to hide and just wish i had done it more hidden like now.
And other times, i dont really regret it because as twisted as it is i like it and it helps me a lot, and sometimes i wonder what i would do with out it and i really dont care or think its a big deal that im doing it.
I guess it mainly depends on my mood, i feel really mixed about SH.
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